Free Days, Movie I Recently Watched and Random Talk

Woaa, I haven't update this blog for a while, I actually kind of forgetting it XD

Well, first of all, I've finished my final exam about a week ago, and currently waiting for the result in a month, hoho~ wish me luck >w<d

Thought I am free, I still studying stuff for my university entrance, I'm planning on taking scholarship and it's really not easy. The math is killing me, seriously, I wonder what kind of genius who created those horrible question *sniff* The exam will begin in 8 days so again, please wish me luck >_<

Anyways, I watched Iron Man 3rd today and it-was-awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously!!! Tony Stark is so cool!! >///< For those who haven't watched it yet, I suggest you to watch it ASAP and don't worry, i won't give spoiler here, hoho~

And now that I'm here and making another post, prepare yourself because this is going to be a very long post ;p

Now, talking about movies, to kill time lately I have watched a lot of movies, they are; 'A Monster in Paris', 'Brave', 'Beginners', 'Hangover 1st', 'Olympus has Fallen', 'When I Kill Myself' and some random videos. And because I'm too lazy to make those movies reference right now, I'm just gonna gave you my thought about this movies and /maybe/ make the reference later~ ;)

• A Monster in Paris: Uh...I'm usually an animation lover but not this one. The story is boring and um...weird (?). Not the type of movie I'd like so much and recommend, but some of you might enjoy it, so it worth a shot :3 My rate: 2,5 out of 5 Stars
• Brave: Another animation movie, but this time I enjoyed it. The story is great, animation is great and also, great ending! It's like watching brother bear female version. And no, it's not 100% similar to Brother Bear of course, it's..should I say, slightly better? Anyways, this movie is really worth to watch~ My rate: 3.5 out of 5 Stars
• Beginners: Japanese movie with my new favorite actor as the main lead, Fujigaya Taisuke. Some of you who likes Japan and likes Kis-My-Ft2 must know him~ the movie is funny and fun to watch. It's about a male named Tappei who get into police school because he have promised his friend to become a policeman. By the way, Kitayama Hiromitsu is also in this movie as  the antagonist chara hoho. What disappointed me is Taipi's skin is soooooooooooo dark, he look like a homeless *sniff* still, worth to try :D My Rate: 3.7 out of 5 Stars
• Hangover 1st: Weirdly awesome, super funny, adult rate. If you still too naive to watch 'vulgar' movie, better don't watch this one ^w^ My Rate: 4 out of 5 Stars
• Olympus has Fallen: Another awesome movie with Gerard Butler as the main lead. Awesome awesome awesome!! WATCH IT BY YOURSELF!!! My Rate: 4,5 out of 5 Stars
• When I Kill Myself: Japanese movie, the story is about research about teenage suicide rate. A  bit boring at the middle, good ending. My Rate: 3,2 out of 5 Stars

That's it about the movies, now shall we have a little chit-chat? hihi

Uh well, I have been thinking about this for sometimes. It was about changing. Me and everyone around. Friends, people, etc.

I've just realized how much I change in the past years. I mean I know changing is needed but I feel like I've change drastically. I used to be a tolerant person. I mean I interact a lot with people around me, chat with them, go out. But now I feel like I'm doing my best to avoiding them. I put my earphone on all the time and pretend I didn't heard them call me even thought I actually did. I making a lot of excuses just so I didn't need to see them or go out with them. I feel like I become a total bitch and well, I'm not proud or happy about it. I don't even feel like getting close to them anymore.
Uhhh..I sometimes hate myself but I keep locking myself on my house, in my room like a weird girl. I do feel bored sometimes, but I'm too lazy, maybe to scared to leave my comfort zone (read: my room). And it's not only me, some people around me is changing too. Some people I used to called friend now act like some kind of annoying bitch and being the ones I avoid the most. Weirdly, some people I never consider as a friend now become people I like to spend time with..I mean when I'm in the mood to.

I've noticed  how my best friend slowly become stranger to me and I start to feel alone. We used to have a lot of funny conversation but now it's plain. I don't know. I feel like we're forcing ourselves to spend time together. Well, maybe I've change. Maybe she did. I just don't like it anymore now. I don't even feel like asking her to go out with me anymore and  I'm pretty sure she feel the same u_u

Maybe it was because we grow up. Things change, people change. Suck. I really wish I can leave the small city where I live soon. I'm pretty sure there will be a lot of changing on this as well but I just hope this time it'll be turn out good and maybe better.

Ah I think I've said too much and I'm going to stop before I start to annoy you guys hoho~ 

Well then, see you in next post :)